The day was so perfect for walking outdoors. Endless blue sky. Sunshine so blaring that my shade glasses couldn’t even soften the intensity of brightness.
A perfect moment to hear God’s voice.
It’s your own incessant knowing that is deceiving you.
Why is it you accept your unknowing about death; but can’t accept your unknowing about life?
So often you’ll recognize that no matter what you think you can’t absolutely know what death is. Why can’t you recognize that you can’t absolutely know what life is?
None of MY creations can know. Only the Creator holds the WHOLENESS of Knowing.
If you could see and hear the Reality of Being you would recognize the jewels of creation in a way you can’t now.
You would drop to your knees right now and place your lips on the dirt and stones beneath your feet.
You would raise your eyes to the blaring sun and cry out in devotion and amazement of its glory.
You would raise your arms to the endless blue sky and surrender to your ignorance of Life Itself.
Faith and hope and wonder and surprise and joy and ecstasy would fill your heart beyond your understanding.
Until then, you have not come full circle.
You remain on the rat wheel thinking you know something about life and making up stories and ideas that are simply beliefs you want to believe are true.
None of them are true, Janet.
ONLY I AM IS TRUTH.
THE BEGINNING, THE END, THE ALL.
Upon hearing God’s voice today, I really wanted to kneel down and place my lips on the dirt. Or lift my arms and bow down in adoration to the sun above. But I didn’t want my neighbors to think I’m a complete lunatic. The ego still holds its grip.
As I humbly continued my walk home, I saw the details of shadow and light in a more pronounced vibrancy.
Arriving home, I saw my husband in a new light. I saw my cancer in a new light. I saw my anger, my love, my emotions and my fragile body as a miraculous fleeting experience in my own awareness.
I will forget … but it’s okay … when I’m ready to remember ….
God’s voice is omnipresent