“Fixed constructs keep us from experiencing the fluidity of reality which contains the abundance and connections that we long for on this journey. You must ask yourselves in each moment, What am I programming?” Jenny Schiltz
My contemplation in the garden was insightful today.
I felt the plasma-like substance that Jenny Schiltz talks about in her recent blog post. Yes, indeed. I do agree, this plasma is programmable.
But this is what I saw today:
This plasma is YOU and ME. (you can substitute the word God for plasma if you prefer)
It is the very fascia of our being and all of what we perceive as planet Earth.
Who programs this plasma? YOU and ME.
Our thoughts program the plasma.
Think of a fractal. The way it is infinitely the same above and below, a spiraling infinity of as above so below, but there’s really no separation of above and below. We just can’t see above and below.
We only see the level of our own conscious awareness in each moment – which is reflected into the plasma that we perceive as outside of us.
But this plasma is already programmed for eons to hide the reality of this fluid movement of energy so that we are unaware, unconscious, and disbelieving of its power within each of us.
Can we un-program our plasma, or re-program it?
The infinite layers of stuck and programmed ideas, beliefs, and indoctrinated behaviors is the plasma that’s playing the current movie feature called Life on Earth.
YOU and I create this.
How did I envision this today?
I witnessed the natural behaviors of the living things;
Kale grown from tiny seedlings
Ants creating pathways through the dirt
Deep-rooted grass weeds, so hard to pull
Soft clover yielding easily to my touch.
IT knows. Life showed me. IT pointed directly to the nature of reality that I AM, and I listened.
Simultaneously, I felt the burning pain in my right breast from the Shingles virus, a condition I’ve manifested over the past several months.
This stinging pain said to me,
You are transforming, Janet. You are always becoming and always being. Forever connected to truth, even when you don’t see it clearly. This body will only show you what your mind thinks. Good or bad. It will always mirror your thoughts.
I AM plasma.
A good time to reflect on where you “are”
Last night’s Sleep Dream:
The street is a sloping downward hill, and I am witnessing some passengers in a small (red?) vehicle slowly rolling BACKWARDS down the hill.
I perceive that they are attempting to slow the car by using the brakes (there’s a loud screeching sound of the brakes) so they don’t go flying down the hill backwards.
As I witness this, I am concerned, thinking, Wow, the brakes are barely working.
Then I observe the dog. A sweet mid-sized mutt, white with brown/black spots.
The dog is sitting on the street, and I realize he is leashed to the front of the vehicle, his back facing the car, and he is either being dragged down the hill with the car or he is purposely slowing down the roll by his body weight.
The dog does not appear distressed at all; however, I am infuriated and appalled at the sight of this.
Determined, angry, I decide to go put a stop to this. I must catch up with them and reprimand these people for dragging this dog down the hill backwards!
But first, I must grab my pocketbook. As I go to gather it up, there are two identical bags on the ground. Which one is mine? I rummage through the contents of each to see which is mine.
End of dream ……..
There ARE SO MANY SYMBOLIC indications in this dream. But the one that resonates for me is the Mercury retrograde in our present astrological configuration. A sense of either being “pulled” backward or willingly “reflecting” backward. In the “awake” dream, I am also experiencing a deep calling to look back, reflect on where I’ve been to discern where I’m “going”, both personally and collectively.
I’m working on a new website, called TheYogaofDreaming. I hope to soon have a community forum to share our dreams …..