God’s Voice

The long ride home

after the news

a knowing arose within me

that I had to finally face life

as it IS

in order to fully face death

was it coincidence our granddaughter arrived for her summer visit

precisely on the day I would learn that my body was failing?

I doubt it

Divine, it’s all divine timing

Her 13-year-old innocence brought a needed distraction

She would sit in the front seat with Papa

so I could sit in the back

(and quietly cry to myself)

Until God spoke to me

Listen to me and open your heart to my Loving Guidance

That’s when His Voice came through

In the songs

on Briana’s I-phone playlist coming through the car speakers

Each song with it’s own profound message for me to hear

WE ARE LIKE DIAMONDS IN THE SKY, SHINE LIKE A DIAMOND

Yes, I know, dear God, I know, but how often I forget

THIS IS WHAT YOU CAME FOR ….. YOU, YOU, YOUUUUU

I guess so, for You to Live through me and teach me how to BE MySelf

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

Oh, I am willing now, to face my life AS IT IS. To stop the trivial nonsense of self judgements and expectations, to end the obsessive desire to control, and to BE HERE for all that arises in my path and offer my full self to IT.

JUST WANNA KEEP CALLING YOUR NAME ‘TIL YOU COME BACK HOME

I hear you, sweet Lord. I am ready when you will have me back.

WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE

SHINE A LIGHT THROUGH AN OPEN DOOR

This place is pretty bleak, even among all it’s natural beauty, we humans have fucked it up royally, haven’t we? Yet we still find LOVE when we open our hearts and allow Your Light to shine through

I smiled to myself,

God’s Voice is Everywhere