Sometimes I go into the bathroom to bury my face into the bath towel
So I can sob without being heard
It’s a strange thing.
Why am I feeling it so strongly?
What is sadness?
Perhaps without sadness we could never really know JOY.
I’ll go with that.
I’ll take the high road.
The gift of knowing real joy.
As hard as it is to swallow that you’re more near death than you were before
the blessing comes in it’s gift of growing closer to God.
And the people in your life.
Who you care so much about.
To know it’s time to tell them how you really feel.
How much you love them.
Regardless of the pain or anguish they may have brought into your lives.
To feel the sadness with all your heart.
So that you can enJOY the experiences you have left with loved ones.
I really know that now.
The angels are hovering over me to help me see it clearly.
It’s the Love God gave You to find within You and joyously share with others
Everything else is really all bullshit.
I pray for the Strength to fully Be that Being of Light.